Hello Fellow BAians.
Now, here comes my story. My name is Ajeet Kumar and I live in Lucknow. I passed class 10th in 2006, Class 12th in 2008, B.Com in 2011 and MBA (Rural Management) in 2014. Being a General Category, it is very difficult to think oneself as a PO in State Bank Group. I never seen myself as a PO in State Bank Group in my dream also. But miracles does happen. But miracles will only happen for those candidates who works hard for achieving their dream.
In my class 11, I opted for PCB with Biotechnology. After 6 days of my class, I realized that I am not made for Science stream. My heartily thanks to Mrs. Raksha Awasthi , Ex Principal, Army Public School, SP Marg, Lucknow who allowed me to change my stream to commerce with math without any complications. But again I left math in class 12 and opted for Web Technology. I scored 83.20% in class 12.
During my Class 12, I thought to be a Chartered Accountant. I was able to clear Common Proficiency Test (CPT) in second attempt while doing B.Com (CA exams are conducted 2 times in a year). After that I started my IPCC. Inspite of getting exemption in Taxation in first attempt, I was not able to clear first group of IPCC. After 5 attempts (CA exams are conducted 2 times in a year), the result was same like Pawan Kumar Chaturvedi of Bajrangi Bhaijaan - Zero. For completing my CA, I wasted 1 year after my B.Com. But the result was - Zero.
At this point of time, I was not knowing much about banking industry jobs. So, in my first bank exam the result was- Zero. On recommendation of one of my friend, I started preparing for Bank exams and joined a coaching centre. But again due to some family issues, I was not able to complete my classes. And then the time came for IBPS PO 2 (Paper Pencil Mode). At that time, minimum 17 questions should be answered correctly in each section. I attempted very well in all sections except reasoning, in which I attempted only 15 questions. So, the result was again -Zero.
Now, I was very much depressed. I was not knowing what to do. I was not able to see my future. To overcome this depression, my friend again suggested me to do some course so that I can make myself busy and refresh myself. Then I started my MBA in Rural Management and along with that I also started preparing for bank exams. At that time I thought that I will only give exams for officer cadre in banks because my father always wanted me to be an officer, so I never filled form for clerk.
While doing MBA, I thought to do Fellowship Programme in Management (FPM) from IIM. I started preparing for CAT. I appeared only once in CAT in year 2013 and scored 63.18 percentile without any coaching. I also appeared for UGC NET 3 times (June 2013, Dec 2013 and June 2014), but the result was same - Zero.
In middle of that, time came for IBPS PO 3. I cleared written with only 2 marks above cutoff (61 was cut off for general category, I scored 63). But after interview, the result was again same - Zero. This failure hurted me lot. I was very depressed, but this small success also somewhere filled some confidence in me that I can beat national level exam. I personally feels that first success, no matter whether it is a small or big, really helps every aspirant who are focused on their goal. On the basis of MBA, I appeared for Management Trainee (Community Development) in Coal India Limited and cleared written. But again after interview, the result was same - Zero.
After that, list of failures was getting increased.
1. UPPSC Subordinate - Written Not Qualified
2. BOBCARDS - Written Not Qualified
3. SBI PO 2014 - Written Not Qualified
4. IBPS PO 4 - Written Not Qualified
5. SBI Associate PO 2014- Written Clear, Not selected by 0.6 marks after final cutoff
6. New India Assurance AO 2014 - Written Not Qualified
7. United India Insurance Limited AO 2014 - Written Not Qualified
8. CGL 2014 - Written Not Qualified
9. IDBI Manipal 2014 - Written Not Qualified
10. IBPS RRB Officer Scale I 2014 - Scored 114, Not Received any Call
11.National Insurance Corporation Limited AO 2014 - Written Clear, Not selected after Interview
12. NABARD Grade B - Cleared Pre, Mains Not Qualified
13. SBI PO 2015 - Written Not Qualified
14. CGL 2015 - Written Not Qualified
15. IBPS RRB 2015 - Written Not Qualified
( In 5 to 6 exams, I didn't appeared and 3 to 4 exams I am not remembering.)
After these failures, my parents told me to fill the forms for clerk also. Now I have to do that. After that I appeared for RBI Assistant, and the result was again zero. I also appeared for FCI Assistant Grade III, result is awaited. I also filled form for IBPS PO 5, IBPS Clerk 5 and NABARD Development Assistant.
Now, I thought that this is my last attempt for banking job and after that I will start doing some private job and along with that I will prepare for bank jobs. I started investing my 100% input. After giving preliminary exam of IBPS PO 5, I was very much sure about that and I thought to attend Crash Course of IBPS PO Mains in Career Power, Mahanagar Branch. I was feeling very sad while attending those classes because if I would have joined Career Power earlier, I think I would be employed earlier. I really appreciate the level of teaching which is adopted there. I still remember that 2nd last class, 28-Oct-2015, the magical date of my life. While attending class, I received 3 mails in the evening. But I didn't opened it. While playing with my mobile nearly about 8 PM, I saw those mails. After reading those mails, I was shocked, surprised and lost every emotions and reactions, This mail was from "State Bank of Bikaner and Jaipur" and in that they have called me for documents submission on 03-11-2015. Now, I have to join bank on 21-12-2015.
I would like to thanks Bankersadda because for SBI Associate PO, I only read Marketing Capsule provided by them. And you all will not believe that I found nearly 15-18 questions in marketing and computer from marketing capsule and daily quizzes.
I know that everybody is having different problems and different circumstances, but remember only one thing that if you can dare, you will win. Failure doesn't means that you are not good, it means that you have lot of experiences and these experiences will surely fetch you fruits in future. Never lose your calmness and hope. Be Cool Be Confident.
And at last my favourite lines which always motivate me.
लहरों सेडर करनौका पारनहीं होती,
कोशिश करनेवालों कीकभी हारनहीं होती।
नन्हीं चींटीजब दानालेकर चलतीहै,
चढ़ती दीवारोंपर, सौबार फिसलतीहै।
मन काविश्वास रगोंमें साहसभरता है,
चढ़कर गिरना, गिरकर चढ़नान अखरताहै।
आख़िर उसकीमेहनत बेकारनहीं होती,
कोशिश करनेवालों कीकभी हारनहीं होती।
डुबकियां सिंधुमें गोताखोरलगाता है,
जा जाकर खालीहाथ लौटकरआता है।
मिलते नहींसहज हीमोती गहरेपानी में,
बढ़ता दुगनाउत्साह इसीहैरानी में।
मुट्ठी उसकीखाली हरबार नहींहोती,
कोशिश करनेवालों कीकभी हारनहीं होती।
असफलता एकचुनौती है, इसे स्वीकारकरो,
क्या कमीरह गई, देखो औरसुधार करो।
जब तकन सफलहो, नींदचैन कोत्यागो तुम,
संघर्ष कामैदान छोड़कर मतभागो तुम।
कुछ कियेबिना हीजय जयकार नहींहोती,
कोशिश करनेवालों कीकभी हारनहीं होती।
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